I miss you guys!!!!

Lol so im actually coming on wednesday!!!!! but yeah i miss you!!!!!lol and naomi!!! omg i saw this and it totally reminded me of you and ape. and a lot of other peoples!!!!!

MEEEEE!!!!!! haha

You know what really makes me laugh? when people blame you for things you have nothing to do with or have no control over! " he won't go out with me because of you!"-"its your fault she doesnt love me"-"you broke my heart! all I ver did was love you!!!!"lol

Thats like saying "its your fault its raining outside" or "your the reason why the sky is blue" JEEZ!!!! Do people not realize how stupid they sound????



Lol but so you can get to know me better.....



--THE BASICS--
[name]: Samantha Germaine Van Demark
[birthdate]: May 26
[sex]: female
[relationship status]:Taken by Matt=D
[shoe size]:8
[parents still together]: no
[siblings]: 4 brothers(RIP MATT) 1 sister
[pets]:a dog. Maybe. if my stupid mother didnt sell him. POOR REMINGTON!!!

--FAVORITES--
[color]: black, purple and neon colors
[number]: 8 But i hate 14.
[time of year]: summer
[type of weather]: warm
[food/drink]: Chinese food, monster, hot cheetos, and oreos

--DO YOU--
[twirl your hair]: sometimes
[have any tattoos]: not yet
[cheat on tests]: have
[like scary movies]: love them
[like cleaning]: who does?
[know how to drive a standard]: huh?
[own a cell phone]: yes but it is currently taken away
[collect anything]: nope.

--HAVE YOU EVER--
[been in a fist fight]: yeah
[considered a life of crime]: no
[considered being a hooker]: no
[been in love]: yes
[made out with just a friend]: yeah
[hurt someone you love]: apparently i did all the hurting(YEAH RIGHT!!!!! Grrrrrrr!!!!)
[kicked someone in the nuts]: haha yupper's

--CURRENT--
[clothing]: a black shirt, a green tank top and jeans
[hair]: brown and straight
[song you are in love with]: broken-seether feat.evanescence
[cd in your stereo]: avenged sevenfold(BEST FREAKIN BAND EVER!!!!)
[mood]: lonely
[thing you ought to be doing]: nada

--LOVE--
[first crush]: lol lance
[first kiss]: matt atencio
[first love]: Mr. Damian Micheal Rock
[do you believe in love at first sight]: not anymore
[do you believe in "the one"]: kinda
[are you a tease]: sort of
[would you ever commit yourself to someone 100%]: yezzir

--ARE YOU--
[honest]: sometimes
[sarcastic]: yes
[a daydreamer]: yes
[up tight or laid back]: laid back
[messy or organized]: messy
[shy our outgoing]: outgoing but shy all at the same time

--RANDOM--
[nervous habits]: biting my nails
[are you double jointed]: yeah
[can you roll your tongue]: yeah
[do you make your bed daily]: no
[which shoe goes on first]: right and sometimes left ...

--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--

[bought something]: yes
[been sick]: no
[sang]: yes
[missed someone]: yes
[gotten drunk]: nope
[gotten a haircut]:nope
[watched cartoons]: no
[been kissed]: yes
[lied]: yes

--LAST PERSON THAT--
[you spent the night with]: kayla
[spent the night with you]: sam
[saw you cry]: sam
[made you cry]: damian
[you said "i love you" to]: sam
[told you they loved you]: sam

--WHAT IS--
[the best feeling in the world]: when i didnt screw up the perfect summer
[the worst feeling in the world]: when he says he doesnt love me
[the thing you want most in life]:to be happy

=D YAY!!!!

so I'm probably the second happiest (lol don't ask about the first) that i have ever been. I'm going out with matt!lol hes lds and hes in the ft lupton ward. he is sooooo sweet and amazing. lol so we will see how this goes. BUT YEAH!!!!!! so sorry i havent seen you guys in a while!!!!! lol so I'm done with all this emo crap just so you know. no more crying my eyes out over Damian, and no more hating his stupid horse faced (ex!) girlfriend. I finally realized hes not the biggest jerk in the world, and it was just me being stupid.
lol actually he tried to get back with me! lol and all i said was "happy stupid anniversary!!!!" lol I'm so mean. but yeah it was for the best. he wasn't exactly the best influence. lol ROFLMFAO!!!! But yeah so people need to email me!!! i have like no contact with the world, and I'm not at home, so the only thing i have is the computer!!!!!! but yeah so tell everybody i love them and leave me some love! I miss you all! lol well not you Audra. you can go die. lol jk. but you got what you deserved, so i hope your just as miserable as you and Damian made me.


But anyways. CrazyJelloFreak@aol.com!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or www.Myspace.com/Physcon3rd6521!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




LOVERS YA!!!!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

The world could just go die. i was freaking text the guy i LOVE, and in the middle of my convo, my friend kendall started texting him asking him stupid questions, one of which was "do you love me?" WHEN I ALREADY KNOW THAT FREAKING ANSWER!!!!!!!!!! GAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yeh and then also, i havent gone to seminary in like a year, cuz my dad doesnt want my physco mom showing up(cuz they are getting divorced) so yeh..........oh yeh and i just found out i might be moving right over by the rec center, which is right by: GUESS WHO!!!!!!!! D!!!! YAYYYYYYYY!!!! :( yeh poeple should just go choke and die!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHH!!!! well people either find me on myspace, or email me: CrazyJelloFreak@aol.com

I seriously need some help, so talk to me!!!!!



LOVE YOU PEOPLES!!!!(well some of you) :(

YEAH....SO......

today was my last day at brighton...im sick of all the crap, so im going to colligieate with my friend brook..........i might go back to brighton when/and if things get better.....just to let you peoples know.

Get over it. I am.

people need to chill out...maybe I don't tell people everything because all I do is get judged. I'm tired of all this. people say i don't care and their right...there's nothing to care about. everything is screwed up, and i know its my fault, but you don't have to keep reminding me of it........and as far as relationships go, I DIDN'T CHEAT!!!! i don't even like him, hes just my friend, so get Morgan off my back. just let me do my own thing and stop trying to control everything. honestly its not your business so just butt out.

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